Well hello there fellow bloggers. Today's blog is entitled high anxiety for a reason. I have a problem with high anxiety. Now if any of you know me, you would think that I'm pretty laid back. Quite the contrary in fact. I'm laid back to an extent, but I do suffer from high anxiety. Which has been a huge problem for me lately.
Most of my anxiety stems from a lack of self confidence and appreciation for myself. I am constantly worrying I'm going to let my family or friends down. Which triggers major anxiety in myself. I always worry that when I mess up, people will stop calling, texting, writing, talking to me etc. I know people make mistakes all the time, but I'm overly critical of myself. To the point of ridiculousness!!! I sometimes wish there was a magic pill I could take to rid myself of this anxiety, but I know there is not. I just let it get the best of me!!!
I've heard meditation is a great way to deal with anxiety. Today, I attempted to do so. I'm not sure if I was successful in "freeing my mind," but I have to say it was very relaxing as I just tried concentrating on relaxing my body and breathing. I feel some what better. I think that with time this could become a great way to help control my anxiety.
I believe that it is very embarrassing to suffer from such anxiety. I don't like sharing because I'm afraid people will think I'm nutso! I hope people realize that I'm just like everyone else. Everyone has issues they have to deal with. I'm not crazy, just a little... okay a lot over-analytical. (High strung as some people would call it) I think my high stress job just may add to it a little bit.
To sum up.... I'm trying to overcome my fear letting people down to calm the anxiety in my life. Guess what people, I may let you down sometimes. It's never intentional, but it happens. I hope that I don't disappoint you, but if I do, please remember that I'm human. I make mistakes. (Also remembering to tell myself that as well). "Don't keep crying because of a mistake. LEARN FROM IT and MOVE ON. Stop blaming yourself over things that you have NO control over."
Friday, September 13, 2013
Saturday, August 24, 2013
A year of Love
Well, could I be any less of a blogger?! I've been bad about blogging, but I promise to get back into it! There's just been so much going on this spring and summer that I've been taking the time to enjoy life and leaving the rest to whenever I get to it! Whoops!
The reason I'm entitling this post a year of love, is that tomorrow, my husband and I will celebrate our one year anniversary! What a year it's been! Last year at this time, I was enjoying the company of family in town for the wedding and primping and prepping for the big day! I look back on my wedding day VERY fondly! I was surrounded by family and friends that I truly love and had literally the best day of my life! It's been a year for sure. After we came back to reality, I had a moment where I realized... "I have to live with a boy!!"
The first few months of marriage were definitely interesting! It's quite an adjustment living with someone after you've lived by yourself for so long! But the great thing is, I have an amazing husband who was willing to compromise and the last 8 months have been paradise! Some days I wake up and can't believe how lucky I am that I've found such an amazing mate!
Funny story as this first year comes to a close. We had the most delicious wedding cake (the one bite that we each got to have) at our wedding! And after it was all over, we took the top of the cake home and put it in the freezer, like everyone does! I know that everyone says "don't eat it, it tastes like cardboard," but darn it, I wanted my cardboard experience! Well, back in February, we found out that the freezer we put the cake in had broken somewhere between August 26 and February 2013. I opened the door to the freezer while we were cleaning and found a black, molded box. I could not bear to look at the cake on the inside. Quickly, I closed the door and tears filled up my pathetic eyeballs. It was ruined! Chad was very sympathetic and offered to get a new cake for our anniversary! So, tonight, (because we are heading to the Dominican Republic in the morning), he offered to get us some cake to share! What an awesome man!!
I've also titled this post a year of love because I've been able to spend more time with family. In December of last year, my sweet aunt and uncle bought a house in Lubbock and it's been such a bonding experience for me. My aunt has lived out of town all my life and to have her in Lubbock is such a joy! It was also really fun doing demolition and helping her get her new house ready to live in... in 2 years! Lol. It's also been great getting to spend time with my cousins. Growing up, we never really spent much time together because they were so much older and cooler than me! I remember once when they were out with their friends and we were visiting, I went in one of their rooms and listen to a Wilson Phillips tape over and over again. I thought I was so cool! Now that we are all older, the age gap just seems to melt away and spending time with them and their families is so much fun. Now, if only we could get Shelly Renee to move up to 806, the Williams gals would be complete!
Not only have I been able to reconnect with my aunt and cousins, but last night I also got to reconnect with my cousin Daniel. There is not enough page for me to write what an amazing man this guy is! We have known each other literally all our lives. All the way back to the family reunions we used to attend as kids. Again, him and his brother were way cooler than me and my brother, but it was so much fun to get to see them every year. As time clicked by, the visits were few and far between, but it was always fun to get to seem him and his family. I remember when he was in Law school and lived in Lubbock, we didn't hardly see each other, but I knew he had to devote most of his time to studying. Even tough we didn't see each other much, it was awesome knowing that he was so close! For those of you who don't know, after law school, we went into the JAG program in the military. He served 2 tours overseas (long tours I might add), and he is now home. Minus a weekend or 2 here and there to go do reserve training. Last night we got the privlage of spending some time with him. He seems so stinking happy right now and he looks like he is doing great! We got to exchange stories and laughs and it was just an awesome time to get to spend with him. I'm looking forward to coming back to visit again soon. And I'm hoping to convince him that Lubbock is the place to be post SMU!
I'm overwhelmed with happiness and love in my life. Despite glitches here and there, I think I've got a pretty sweet life! I'm blessed with so much and am so grateful for all that I have in my life! Fellow blogers, i blogg
The reason I'm entitling this post a year of love, is that tomorrow, my husband and I will celebrate our one year anniversary! What a year it's been! Last year at this time, I was enjoying the company of family in town for the wedding and primping and prepping for the big day! I look back on my wedding day VERY fondly! I was surrounded by family and friends that I truly love and had literally the best day of my life! It's been a year for sure. After we came back to reality, I had a moment where I realized... "I have to live with a boy!!"
The first few months of marriage were definitely interesting! It's quite an adjustment living with someone after you've lived by yourself for so long! But the great thing is, I have an amazing husband who was willing to compromise and the last 8 months have been paradise! Some days I wake up and can't believe how lucky I am that I've found such an amazing mate!
Funny story as this first year comes to a close. We had the most delicious wedding cake (the one bite that we each got to have) at our wedding! And after it was all over, we took the top of the cake home and put it in the freezer, like everyone does! I know that everyone says "don't eat it, it tastes like cardboard," but darn it, I wanted my cardboard experience! Well, back in February, we found out that the freezer we put the cake in had broken somewhere between August 26 and February 2013. I opened the door to the freezer while we were cleaning and found a black, molded box. I could not bear to look at the cake on the inside. Quickly, I closed the door and tears filled up my pathetic eyeballs. It was ruined! Chad was very sympathetic and offered to get a new cake for our anniversary! So, tonight, (because we are heading to the Dominican Republic in the morning), he offered to get us some cake to share! What an awesome man!!
I've also titled this post a year of love because I've been able to spend more time with family. In December of last year, my sweet aunt and uncle bought a house in Lubbock and it's been such a bonding experience for me. My aunt has lived out of town all my life and to have her in Lubbock is such a joy! It was also really fun doing demolition and helping her get her new house ready to live in... in 2 years! Lol. It's also been great getting to spend time with my cousins. Growing up, we never really spent much time together because they were so much older and cooler than me! I remember once when they were out with their friends and we were visiting, I went in one of their rooms and listen to a Wilson Phillips tape over and over again. I thought I was so cool! Now that we are all older, the age gap just seems to melt away and spending time with them and their families is so much fun. Now, if only we could get Shelly Renee to move up to 806, the Williams gals would be complete!
Not only have I been able to reconnect with my aunt and cousins, but last night I also got to reconnect with my cousin Daniel. There is not enough page for me to write what an amazing man this guy is! We have known each other literally all our lives. All the way back to the family reunions we used to attend as kids. Again, him and his brother were way cooler than me and my brother, but it was so much fun to get to see them every year. As time clicked by, the visits were few and far between, but it was always fun to get to seem him and his family. I remember when he was in Law school and lived in Lubbock, we didn't hardly see each other, but I knew he had to devote most of his time to studying. Even tough we didn't see each other much, it was awesome knowing that he was so close! For those of you who don't know, after law school, we went into the JAG program in the military. He served 2 tours overseas (long tours I might add), and he is now home. Minus a weekend or 2 here and there to go do reserve training. Last night we got the privlage of spending some time with him. He seems so stinking happy right now and he looks like he is doing great! We got to exchange stories and laughs and it was just an awesome time to get to spend with him. I'm looking forward to coming back to visit again soon. And I'm hoping to convince him that Lubbock is the place to be post SMU!
I'm overwhelmed with happiness and love in my life. Despite glitches here and there, I think I've got a pretty sweet life! I'm blessed with so much and am so grateful for all that I have in my life! Fellow blogers, i blogg
Tuesday, February 26, 2013
Wemmicks
There are times in life when I feel like you have to step back and reevaluate what matters most in life. I'm not sure if this is a once a year evaluation, or every few months, or every few years. I believe that when life gets you down, it's time to look at what you're doing to make this life all it can be.
For me, I find that when I'm not taking the time to pray or spend time in the word, this is the time when I feel the most alone and really start to feel down. I'm a spiritual person, and I believe that there has to be something bigger than me in this world. It's how I get through my days. But I find that when things are going well, I tend to drift back into old habits of, "all is well, why do I need to pray today." This is what leads to my mediocre days and eventually back into a rut. That's when I find myself taking a step back and wondering, "how did I end up back here again?" I mean, is there anything worse than ending up somewhere that you didn't like in the first place?!
Tonight I found myself in prayer over recent struggles and things that I have no control over. I feel like lately, I haven't been good enough for me or anyone else around. Like I'm always striving to be perfect, but never quite reach that perfection in others eyes, or my own for that matter. I'm my own worse critic. But I'm doubly hard on myself in comparrison to others. I want to be the best, which I don't think is conceeded or a bad view, but I have to remember that my best has to be good enough for me and that's all that really matters. If I tried my hardest and feel that at the end of the day I gave my best, then I can rest knowing that I'm at my best. God thinks my best is good enough, why can't I believe in myself like he does?! I need to not worry so much about what everyone else thinks about me or my performance, because life isn't about walking on eggshells around everyone else. Who wants to live their life like that?!
Which brings me to a book that I had long forgotten about and found in my box of inspirational books. It's so small that I almost missed it, but I'm so glad I found it. It's called "You are Special" by Max Lucado. It follows the story of a Wemmick named Punchinello. He spends his days getting "dotted" instead of "starred" by his fellow Wemmicks. Until one day he meets a Wemmick with no dots or stars. He decides this is how he wants to be to and finds the secret to true inner happiness. Its's a beautiful child-like story that reminds us all that we are each special. A quote that sticks out in this book is, "The stickers only stick if you let them." I've decided that I'm not going to let the stickers stick anymore. This is my reevaluation in my tough times.
Life isn't about being perfect, it's about being the best you can and knowing that it's good enough. Sometimes, we just have to step back and remember this.
For me, I find that when I'm not taking the time to pray or spend time in the word, this is the time when I feel the most alone and really start to feel down. I'm a spiritual person, and I believe that there has to be something bigger than me in this world. It's how I get through my days. But I find that when things are going well, I tend to drift back into old habits of, "all is well, why do I need to pray today." This is what leads to my mediocre days and eventually back into a rut. That's when I find myself taking a step back and wondering, "how did I end up back here again?" I mean, is there anything worse than ending up somewhere that you didn't like in the first place?!
Tonight I found myself in prayer over recent struggles and things that I have no control over. I feel like lately, I haven't been good enough for me or anyone else around. Like I'm always striving to be perfect, but never quite reach that perfection in others eyes, or my own for that matter. I'm my own worse critic. But I'm doubly hard on myself in comparrison to others. I want to be the best, which I don't think is conceeded or a bad view, but I have to remember that my best has to be good enough for me and that's all that really matters. If I tried my hardest and feel that at the end of the day I gave my best, then I can rest knowing that I'm at my best. God thinks my best is good enough, why can't I believe in myself like he does?! I need to not worry so much about what everyone else thinks about me or my performance, because life isn't about walking on eggshells around everyone else. Who wants to live their life like that?!
Which brings me to a book that I had long forgotten about and found in my box of inspirational books. It's so small that I almost missed it, but I'm so glad I found it. It's called "You are Special" by Max Lucado. It follows the story of a Wemmick named Punchinello. He spends his days getting "dotted" instead of "starred" by his fellow Wemmicks. Until one day he meets a Wemmick with no dots or stars. He decides this is how he wants to be to and finds the secret to true inner happiness. Its's a beautiful child-like story that reminds us all that we are each special. A quote that sticks out in this book is, "The stickers only stick if you let them." I've decided that I'm not going to let the stickers stick anymore. This is my reevaluation in my tough times.
Life isn't about being perfect, it's about being the best you can and knowing that it's good enough. Sometimes, we just have to step back and remember this.
Thursday, December 13, 2012
Bright lights
Well, as many of you know, I recently ran a half marathon in Las Vegas. I have to say that it was one of the most awesome feelings in the world. I mean, I have done a half marathon before, but running down the strip at night when it is all lit up is just one of those things that is exhilarating. The lights of the Vegas strip illuminated the path and I had this dump of adrenaline that was incredible. It fueled me to the finish line and it's an accomplishment that I'll never forget. Though I did not make it to my goal of finishing in 2 hours and 45 minutes, I was only 3 minutes shy of this goal. It's 21 minutes faster than my last half marathon, and it means that I will have to come back and try to defeat my old time! I love Vegas so much that I may have to go back before the half marathon to scope out the course again!!
One thing that was awesome about visiting Vegas in december, is that the casinos were decorated with christmas decor for the holidays. Ginormous Christmas trees, wreaths and other decor adorned the halls of these casinos. I think in Vegas, it's go big or go home!! Obviously. I think there's a certain cheeriness in the air as well. Everyone seemed a bit friendlier. And the winnings were more abundant than they have been in the past. Me and my hubby both came home with some money in out pockets! It IS the most wonderful time of year everywhere!!
With that being said, I think one of my favorite things to do around the holidays is to go look at Christmas lights! I think they are absolutely beautiful as each house tells a different story of the people who live there. My most favorites are the "Griswald lit houses" with 10,000 sparkling, twinkling lights! There is a house that I love to go by, it's close to my parent's house, that's on 66th and Ave. S. It's got at least 8 Christmas trees, a farris wheel, a projection screen and tons of little knick knacks. My inner child comes out and I feel like a kid again. Like when Ralphie looks in the window at the red ryder BB gun at the toy store. That's exactly how I feel. I hope that this magic feeling is not dieing in our culture. Sometimes I feel as though the Christmas spirit is really lost in buying stuff and rushing to get the holidays over with. To me, Christmas is about the birth of Christ and the wonderful gift this world was given. And spending as much time with family as you can. Being with friends and laughing and remembering that this is the most wonderful time of year! I definitely made some wonderful Christmas memories making Christmas candy with my mom, cousin, and her kids. The family tradition of making date nut loaf has been passed on to me and my cousin, and I'm so excited to keep this tradition going as long as we can!
Well friends, there's only 13 days left till Christmas. I got lots of shopping, cooking and spending time with family to do. In case I don't post again till after the 25th, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!
One thing that was awesome about visiting Vegas in december, is that the casinos were decorated with christmas decor for the holidays. Ginormous Christmas trees, wreaths and other decor adorned the halls of these casinos. I think in Vegas, it's go big or go home!! Obviously. I think there's a certain cheeriness in the air as well. Everyone seemed a bit friendlier. And the winnings were more abundant than they have been in the past. Me and my hubby both came home with some money in out pockets! It IS the most wonderful time of year everywhere!!
With that being said, I think one of my favorite things to do around the holidays is to go look at Christmas lights! I think they are absolutely beautiful as each house tells a different story of the people who live there. My most favorites are the "Griswald lit houses" with 10,000 sparkling, twinkling lights! There is a house that I love to go by, it's close to my parent's house, that's on 66th and Ave. S. It's got at least 8 Christmas trees, a farris wheel, a projection screen and tons of little knick knacks. My inner child comes out and I feel like a kid again. Like when Ralphie looks in the window at the red ryder BB gun at the toy store. That's exactly how I feel. I hope that this magic feeling is not dieing in our culture. Sometimes I feel as though the Christmas spirit is really lost in buying stuff and rushing to get the holidays over with. To me, Christmas is about the birth of Christ and the wonderful gift this world was given. And spending as much time with family as you can. Being with friends and laughing and remembering that this is the most wonderful time of year! I definitely made some wonderful Christmas memories making Christmas candy with my mom, cousin, and her kids. The family tradition of making date nut loaf has been passed on to me and my cousin, and I'm so excited to keep this tradition going as long as we can!
Well friends, there's only 13 days left till Christmas. I got lots of shopping, cooking and spending time with family to do. In case I don't post again till after the 25th, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!
Saturday, November 24, 2012
Husky for the holidays
The most wonderful time of year is upon us, and you know what that means. Holiday goodies and treats! YUM!! I'm a firm believer in that all constricting clothing should be banned from the beginning of November till the beginning of January. (or maybe just in general!!) The holidays are supposed to be about "letting it all hang out" and enjoying yourself. No worrying about the holiday calories. I've never had an indulgent carrot or a to die for salad. And trust me, no one ever enjoyed seeing the spandex brought out during Christmas. Know why Santa's suit is so loose fitting... because that fat jolly guy wants to enjoy his cookies and milk! There's a reason Santa isn't a skinny guy.... it's the holidays that make him put on the weight! He is the poster child for the inner fat kid in us all!! Bring on the sweats!
With all this being said, since the beginning of November, I have gained 4 pounds. And I have no intention of even thinking or trying to loose the pounds over the holidays. I'm sure just gonna try and maintain, but definitely won't be depriving myself of my mother's delicious candies or my grandmother's delightful dishes at Christmas dinner! I do find it rather odd that I've gained 4 pounds. I've been training for a 1/2 marathon since September and doing most of my rough training this month. Even did a long run while on vacation in little rock! Ah well.... it's muscle right?!
So folks, remember. As you deck your walls with jingle bells and decorate the tree with those homemade ornaments, it is ok to indulge yourself with treats and eats! The holidays are for enjoying those things that we only get once a year. That's what new year's resolutions are for right?! Can't have something to work for next year if you've already done it this year! So I will be maintaing husky for the holidays campaign and everyone is free to join!!
The cranberry bread and butter sauce is calling.... No way I'm not answering!!
With all this being said, since the beginning of November, I have gained 4 pounds. And I have no intention of even thinking or trying to loose the pounds over the holidays. I'm sure just gonna try and maintain, but definitely won't be depriving myself of my mother's delicious candies or my grandmother's delightful dishes at Christmas dinner! I do find it rather odd that I've gained 4 pounds. I've been training for a 1/2 marathon since September and doing most of my rough training this month. Even did a long run while on vacation in little rock! Ah well.... it's muscle right?!
So folks, remember. As you deck your walls with jingle bells and decorate the tree with those homemade ornaments, it is ok to indulge yourself with treats and eats! The holidays are for enjoying those things that we only get once a year. That's what new year's resolutions are for right?! Can't have something to work for next year if you've already done it this year! So I will be maintaing husky for the holidays campaign and everyone is free to join!!
The cranberry bread and butter sauce is calling.... No way I'm not answering!!
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
Respect
As Veteran's day approaches every year, I am reminded of my wonderful Grandfather, aka Pop. He has been one of the most influential and inspiring persons in my life. I would go as to say that he is my hero. I am saddened every day that he did not get to see the person I turned out to be, but I hope he would be proud because he was a huge driving force behind my decisions. Some people may ask why and I'll tell you.
James "Bob" Andrews was no one famous. He did not invent any great invention. He was no genius or wealthy man. He never won any great prize and never found the cure for cancer. What did he do that was so special? When he was a young man, he voluntarily enlisted to fight for his country. Out of the tons of things he could have done, he went and placed his life on the line for the freedom of others because this is what he thought was the most important thing at that time in his life. He enlisted in the navy and spent several years defending our country in WWII.
I can remember listening to the few stories he would tell us when we were kids. He told us that he was next in line to get on a ship in the Atlantic, and they cut off right in front of him. That ship, he told us, would later be blown up with no survivors. He also showed us a Japanese gun that he took home from war with a bayonette on the end. I thought this was the coolest piece of history that I had ever seen. He also had pictures and a journal from the time that he served in the military, and I received these treasures from my grandmother last year along with 2 uniforms and a flag. The flag, I later found out, was hung in the front window at his mother's home as a symbol that she had a soilder in the war.
You may still wonder why he's so influetial on my life. I can't imagine making that kind of sacrifice at that young of an age. What an admirable thing to do?! At 18, I'm pretty sure that I was more worried about where I was going Friday night and who I was going to be with. Not worrying about if I was going to have to kill someone or be killed. I have a major respect for veterans and the sacrifices that they have made in order for us to enjoy the freedoms that we have. I'm even more greatful that my pop got to come home from war and I was able to enjoy the time I did get to spend with him. I know there are so many that did not get to come home. I get so angry when people are disrespectful to Veterans and those serving in the military. At least they had the courage to make sacrifices we couldn't!
All in all, I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm very thankful for those veterans, past and present, who chose to fight for our freedoms. I feel that what I do is nothing compared to leaving your family for an extended period of time and deal with less than ideal conditions in order to protect our country. Thank you thank you thank you to all you vets out there and thank you for those that continue to serve. God bless you and God bless America!
James "Bob" Andrews was no one famous. He did not invent any great invention. He was no genius or wealthy man. He never won any great prize and never found the cure for cancer. What did he do that was so special? When he was a young man, he voluntarily enlisted to fight for his country. Out of the tons of things he could have done, he went and placed his life on the line for the freedom of others because this is what he thought was the most important thing at that time in his life. He enlisted in the navy and spent several years defending our country in WWII.
I can remember listening to the few stories he would tell us when we were kids. He told us that he was next in line to get on a ship in the Atlantic, and they cut off right in front of him. That ship, he told us, would later be blown up with no survivors. He also showed us a Japanese gun that he took home from war with a bayonette on the end. I thought this was the coolest piece of history that I had ever seen. He also had pictures and a journal from the time that he served in the military, and I received these treasures from my grandmother last year along with 2 uniforms and a flag. The flag, I later found out, was hung in the front window at his mother's home as a symbol that she had a soilder in the war.
You may still wonder why he's so influetial on my life. I can't imagine making that kind of sacrifice at that young of an age. What an admirable thing to do?! At 18, I'm pretty sure that I was more worried about where I was going Friday night and who I was going to be with. Not worrying about if I was going to have to kill someone or be killed. I have a major respect for veterans and the sacrifices that they have made in order for us to enjoy the freedoms that we have. I'm even more greatful that my pop got to come home from war and I was able to enjoy the time I did get to spend with him. I know there are so many that did not get to come home. I get so angry when people are disrespectful to Veterans and those serving in the military. At least they had the courage to make sacrifices we couldn't!
All in all, I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm very thankful for those veterans, past and present, who chose to fight for our freedoms. I feel that what I do is nothing compared to leaving your family for an extended period of time and deal with less than ideal conditions in order to protect our country. Thank you thank you thank you to all you vets out there and thank you for those that continue to serve. God bless you and God bless America!
Thursday, November 8, 2012
It's the good life
Oh Frankie baby.... you had it right when you sang this song. It is the good life. I mean, I have a roof over my head, food in my mouth, awesome friends and family... and most important an incredible husband who loves me unconditionally. I mean, it's definitely the good life for me.
While we are on the music scheme of things, I've found the theme song of my life. Linus & Lucy from the Charlie Brown movies/cartoon. It's one of those songs that you can't help but bob your head and smile when you hear it. It seems like the only time you hear this song is during the holidays. But my goal shall be to make this a year round favorite, which I feel like is an impossible task because no one listens to jazz/classical anymore. Friends, if you do nothing today, put in A Charlie Brown Thanksgiving/Christmas and listen to this treasure. At least you'll have a smile on you face.
More on the music... Most people don't know that I'm very muscially inclined. I've played the piano since I was 10 years old. My present from my pop that year was a piano and piano lessons. It was not a grandios piano, but it holds lots of sentimental value and I don't see myself ever getting rid of it. I still love to go over to my parents house or my grandma's house and playing some tunes. Makes me feel closer to him even though he's no longer here. He instilled that passion for music in me with the gift of that piano. Still play the piano, a little rusty, but I enjoy every minute of tickling those ivories!
With the teenage years approaching, I started band in jr high and played the flute. Continued to the marching band in high school. Ended up switching to playing the tuba in concert band. Which brings me to one of my proudest accomplishments. Why yes, I was a drum major for my high school band! Call me a nerd, dork whatever. I beam with pride any time I get to tell people that! I also sang in the choir in high school, another very fun time. Onto college, where I did play in that amazing Goin' Band from Raiderland! Just for one year, but one awesome year! Marched the tuba in the Tech band. All fond memories that I look back on and can't help but smile. These events are major contributors in my musical career.
Now, years later, (just 8 years, but feels like so long ago) I really miss those days filled with music. The only music I really make these days, is a bad version of whatever is on the radio, but always at the top of my lungs. Right after college I made a bucket list, and on it, I put play in a dueling piano bar once. I still hope to forfill this dream one day, but I guess I need to get on the ball about practicing more. As the holidays approach, I'm making myself a promise. To get back on that bench and practice my scales, songs, and reherse to forfill this dream! Wish me luck!
The ivories are calling....
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